Self doubt creeps in. Do I deserve this, this time, this reflection of myself? Why do I think I can just sit around and paint and talk, while others are working, being productive…
I fight these thoughts, I do deserve it, I do. I finally asked for help and am getting it, and learning so much about myself in the process.
I checked myself into an intensive outpatient partial hospitalization program. Today was my third day. Every day is another step towards a happier, joyful life, and I’m looking forward to it. I’ve earned it.


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